Hanging out in the middle of the night with Jill has been a huge adjustment for me. After an especially hard night 5, I started wondering, like most new mom's i'm sure, how I would be able to keep up this strange new schedule. Besides being tired, the night time hours are some of the longest and lonliest for me. It's not like I can wake Matt, or call someone to chat.
I'd love to say that I'm one of those moms who can sqeeze joy and energy from the opportinity to cuddle and get to know my baby. Maybe next week . . . uh, month . . .uh
In the mean time, I'm greatful to have had this tender mercy come to mind at the beginning of night 6.
http://www.lds.org/conference/sessions/display/0,5239,23-1-1117,00.htmlOther (hidden) tender mercies:
Our computer room/nursery/spear room set up.
My husband watching sports online.
My desires to not wake my husband and to read the new conference
Ensign at the same time, one handed.
The lovely array of midnight snacks bought by my husband for me.
Again, being one handed, making all of my two-handy craft hobbies impossible.